So I Haven't Written on This in a Little Bit....

so i'm trying to make the nyc trip work but no one's telling me directly what they want to do for it so haha... o well... i mean at least i know for sure i'm going and brian's going and steff is going... so that's about all i know definately...... but at least i know someone else besides me is going for sure............. so i don't show up in the city and go "..where is everyone?" i'd rather not take the bus in by myself though... maybe i can get jason to take the bus with me.. it seems like heather wants to take the train but i'd rather not do that really idk it's a mess idk where the train is neway... but i've taken the bus before so i know that works... oooooooo and on another note tomorrow i'm having a photoshoot with colin in which i'm the model! and i'm also gonna buy this camera tomorrow hopefully!! fuck yea... but yea when i have my photoshoot tomorrow i picked out an outfit which basically makes me look like gackt (^the pretty boy on top of the page right there) or basically it makes me look like androgynous hotness i think... you know being androgynous is hot... admit it... haha believe it! and i'm totally not listening to a backstreet boys song on last.fm.... i was searching for artists like mindless self indulgence and it gave me backstreet boys! it's not my fault.... lol but yea i have work tomorrow 9-3 so this will be a long long day... but super fun after work.... and it just pulled up *NSync... haha o no strings attached... it makes me ill... haha o old school break up songs... i'm alright